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Sunday, October 24, 2004

Kasey, sorry for leaving you.. =(  But I was about to blow in Subway so I kind of felt like I needed to go home. =/

Anyways, last night I stayed the night at Kasey's house. It was SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!! We watched part of Darkness Falls, then some South Park and some ghost show. Kasey slept while I watched tv.. and since I'm an idiot, I burped and Kasey started laughing because I hadn't opened my mouth so it sounded funny and I said, "That was a burp, I just didn't open my arm." and we both paused for a second, not even thinking that I had said anything wrong, then we both realized and I felt silly. =[
Then we were supposed to be laying down and going to sleep and I was smelling candles that I was finding throughout Kasey's room and I picked one up and it spilled stuff all over me so I said, "Clean up on aisle 3!" and Kasey starts laughing then stops long enough to say, "Clean up on aisle eleventy-three!"
It was great.
Then this morning, we were supposed to go to the gas station and get some donuts, but it took Katie forever to shower, then she was trying to play the drums on my binder and it was funny..

We skipped church this morning and told my mom it was because the alarm clock didn't go off. =X

Then I started feeling sick after we went into Subway to get lunch. I didn't get anything because I didn't feel like I could eat it anyway.
Then I came home, showered, and watched tv and now I'm here.

What a life.

PS - I am getting a new xanga. Ask me for the link to it.

Oh, and one last thing..
TOMORROW IS THE DAY!!!!!!!!!!


Saturday, October 23, 2004

Right now I am at Kasey's! We just got back from the bonfire!!
It was SO MUCH FUN!
Kasey's mean. She's making fun of my typing disabilities. =/

At the bonfire, there were these two guys who don't normally go to church with us. Jake and William.
Well, William's been going lately but oh well.
Anyways, back to the story. They're SO hot. Seriously, you have no idea.
And I got to hold Jake's hand! WOO!!!!!!!!
It was awesome.. but I still like John more because I don't really even know Jake.. but he seems really nice.. and he's really hot! =)

Okay, on with this..
William is going out with Alyssa. They're so cute together. =)
Brandie's hair looks really good now that it's getting longer.
Collin needs to go to the cougars. (Don't ask.. it's a long story)

But the bonfire was great. We had a lot of fun. Kasey lost her permission slip while we were walking there. It was funny. =X =P
Me and Kelly love Ryan Cabrera because he rocks with an x!!

Her parents won't allow us to drink her dad's beer.. god. Party poopers. =(

Eleventy-three!!!

Here's a note I wrote while I was here yesterday:
Charlie Bone, please call my Uncle Fredrickson for  he has news about your wife. =/

I'm not sure why I wrote it, but it was funny.

Ryan Cabrera rox!! AND WHERE ARE MY FRIES?! =(

Oh! Here! Bye!


Friday, October 22, 2004

Currently Playing
Take It All Away
By Ryan Cabrera
RYAN CABRERA ROX MY SOX!!! I love Ryan Cabrera!
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Right now I am babysitting. Kasey's here with me because I didn't want to get bored and since her sister was going skating, her mom said it would be okay for her to come over until they go to get her from the skating rink.

Then I have to go back to her house and get my freakin backpack because I'm stupid and left it there. =)

Kasey's computer is totally weird because the AIM doesn't have faces to use?! It creeps me out!!

After school, I gave John the note that I wrote him. Hopefully all goes well.
I told him not to let anyone else see it. He had no response at all. He just took it and walked off and then started reading it immeadiatly. He was with no one though, and hopefully he's still not a jerk so he's not going to let anyone else read it because it made me feel very stupid. =[

On the bus, Kasey was reading a note I wrote to her and Donnie took it and read it. It mentioned my secret crush, aka John, who isn't even a secret.
Then I asked him if I could feel his hair and he leaned forward and let me?!
Whoa, totally into Amanda and not letting any other females get close to him.

At lunch, I'm pretty sure Amanda was just trying to piss me off, which she succeeded at, but I was pissed, just totally upset and wanting to slice Donnie's throat for going out with Amanda the slut jesus lover. =X
She was talking LOUDLY about how she was excited for tomorrow because her mom is taking her and Donnie to World of Fun and leaving them there unsupervised? I hope he gets sick and throws up on her because she's a bitch and totally deserves it. =)
Right now I'm having tears forming in my eyes because Donnie's extremely pretty.. "My Pretty Pony".. and I'm planning on telling him that I think he's pretty and that I'm going to call him my "Pretty Pony".. then I'll ask if he'd rather me call him my "Pretty Boy" (Kasey just made that one up but it was funny so I thought I'd add it)

I hope EXTREMELY that John will go to the dance with me even though my note was completely straight-forward and would have totally scared me if I had recieved it. =[ It in I mentioned that I miss having him around, which basically means that I miss having him as a boyfriend and having him around me at all times. Which is definately true. =(

I love John. He's my "kool-aid".. not my "Pretty Boy".. hehe.
Cause he's not pretty.

Like I said to Cheyenne last night, "If penguins are supposed to be cold, why is John so hot?? Cause he's, like, fucking hot. Seriously."
^Truth, though no one else would think so, I imagine^

Kyle Anderson is pretty as well. And totally kind.
So while we're at it, how about I name off all my crushes and people I think are pretty but would never go out with in order to save friendships that I have/could have.

JOHN SARTAIN
Donnie Foster
Kyle Anderson
Tripp Spade
Adrian Anderson
Dylan Anderson (from far away, without glasses and his hair tucked behind his ears)
Justin Gladman

That's all that I can think of so I'm going to stop making this entry before I get in trouble for not watching Meagan!


Thursday, October 21, 2004

I have absolutely nothing to say.

Well, there's a few things..

Watch Halloweentown High. It's good and I find the male, whatever his name is, very attractive.

Saturday is the church bonfire.. not at the church, of course.
I'm going with Kasey, Brandi, and Kyle.
And my fellow youth group-ians.

I have a headache. I've had one since gym class. I was laughing too hard for the end of the hour.
Jessica and me were playing against Justin and his friend, whoever he is, and his friend put his paddle in front of his face and said something to Justin, then started laughing. Jessica said, "What are you laughing at? You've got a lot to offer!" So we started saying it.. well, I suppose I can't really tell you how we were saying it, but I changed it a little bit so if you were to spell it, it would be somewhat like this: "You've gawt a lout to ouffa!"
Or something.

In science, we got in trouble for answering every "joke" that the teacher was reading about Mole Day without rasing our hands, without any serious thought, and with just the word, "mole" for every answer.
So he told us we couldn't answer anymore, though we did anyway.

So that's basically it.

Except one more thing.. today in band, I wasn't playing anything during this one song and I was just laying underneath the risors and Jessica went and got out a maracca (?) type thing and was playing it and I was shaking my foot, then I told Kyle I was going to be the stage dancer and wasn't going to play anything.. then I was shakin' it everywhere. "It" = anything I happened to shake. My eyes were watering I was laughing so hard. And I wrote that Backstreets Boys is the music that gets me feeling energetic. And handed it in for a grade.

The end.

P.S...
gothic god hater: Oh my god. Today at break, Donnie was talking to Amanda.. or more, Amanda was talking to Donnie and Donnie was saying something back to her and I was talking to my friend and leaning up against a trash can in the hallway, and he was saying something to Amanda, but completely staring at me. =/
xeyelessdoll13x: hmmm
xeyelessdoll13x: maybe hes all like "yeah im totally not listening to amanda i wanna bone anggggggg"


Again.. I am asking John to the dance.
If your name is Whitney Pope, ask me for details I will give you them.

Another P.S. - I decided, after watching The Ring, that my first male child is going to be named Aiden ??
^The question marks there means I have absolutely no idea what middle name sounds good with Aiden.
When you comment (which means you will, right?.. ;D), throw out a name or two that fits with Aiden.. please. =)


Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Today was interesting.
Me and Alyssa talked a lot about John and Adrian and stuff..
It was fun, actually.
I may put the convos we had in here at the end.. I haven't decided yet.

Today in band, John randomly started telling me about how Cheyenne called his house. Though I had no idea what brought it up, since no one was talking about calls or Cheyenne or anything that would have made him think of that, to tell you all the truth, was thrilled that Alyssa asking him why he never talks to me anymore made him decide to. I think I'm asking him to the dance.
Yes, I'll admit to you all. I like John Sartain.. again.
Though I feel like I love him. Because I "loved" him before..
And it was always there, I just pushed it to the side sometimes, trying to forget it.
Like it's been said, "You never really get over your first love."
And to follow the signs of every "What Astrological Sign Are You Most Compatible With?" quiz I've ever taken, which everyone one gives me the answer that I should be with an aquarius (which would be John), then I think.. Well, I don't know what I think. But I like him and that's all there is to say.

At school, again there was nothing.
At lunch, Amanda was talking about me while I was right there.
I guess two stupids make a good couple. =) (Her and Donnie.. yeah..)

So I have an ortho appt tomorrow. I'm getting my colors black and red.
Or neon pink and neon green. I haven't decided yet.
I'll probably just pick randomly when I get there.
Then Kasey's coming over and we're going to go to youth group.. for the first time in about 2 months or more for me. =X


Before I give you me and Alyssa's notes, I was talking to Chelsey Nelson about my dream (where Justin White liked me.. oh god, it was disgusting..) and she said, "Justin's in this class.." like I actually liked him?! so I told her I didn't like him and that I liked two people.. not either of them being him. So then she asked who and I wouldn't tell her since she told Justin about my dream.. and then Alyssa asked who so I told her.. so she knew I liked John. Now, the notes.

Me and Alyssa's notes:
Alyssa: Adrian thought it was creepy I can pop my toeseys! I laughed.
Me: I can pop mine! =P He's strange!
Alyssa: Lol yes he is. He kisses odd!
Me: Haha! Well I wouldn't know about that! Seeing how the only guy I've ever kissed is Sartain & seeing how Adrian doesn't even like me! =P
Alyssa: Ooo! You kissed Sartain! Was it like make out kiss or just real quick?
Me: Haha, yep! I kissed Sartain! We went out for almost 3 months last year. It was... well, depending on which time! Even the "make out" kiss wasn't that long, but, yeah.
Alyssa: Ooo! Are you gonna ask him back out? I mean since you still like him...
Me: I don't know. I'm pretty sure he doesn't like me anymore, and since he broke up w/ me... yeah. So, I don't know. I would but I don't want him to say no. =(
Alyssa: You'll never know until you ask. Do you two ever talk or anything?
Me: I guess you're right. No, we don't. Mostly because his friends don't like me. The reason I know that's why is because he told me we were going to be friends still then suddenly started hating me.
Alyssa: Well that's gay... you should ask him about it. Adrian's friends don't like me either so maybe we should go out - LMAO!
Me: Haha! Yes, we'll be a great couple! Ugh, I would ask him, but I get so nervous... so I probably never will. I'm really shy before I get to know someone or if I like them.
Alyssa: I'll ask him if you want me to, my love. =D
Me: Okay! Though I don't know what you're asking him, my lovely cupcake! =P
Alyssa: Oooo... I love it when you call me cupcake! I guess I'll just ask him why he doesn't talk to you. He's the one in band w/ us right? I wannt make sure I have the right person.
Me: Yeah, the guy who plays bass drum w/ dark hair!
Alyssa: Yup. I thought so. I talk to him every now & then.

Then that was the end.
And this is the end.
Heh..

;edit; [10:02pm]
I just wrote this. Feedback on it, if you will..? =)

Perfect is when you're as un-perfect as they get.
When you're always a mess.
And someone still loves you with all they're worth.

Yep, I wrote that..



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